I am broken on the wheel of trying to manage hospital stuff; trying to do a big bid for some money to be able to continue some R&D work; pitching for more work work;
So tired. Can’t sleep. Brain fried. Physically glitching.
I’m burning my social media, because frankly, it’s like screaming into the void. I don’t have any friends there. Occasionally, people laugh at some of the things I say, but I’m increasingly beginning to think it’s the kind of laughter you hear when you approach a stranger in the street and ask them where they got that lovely dress.